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Tuesday, April 16, 2013

How Is Anger Serving You?



Nothing can compare to sharing with a group of saved, broken sisters in Christ.  God brings healing through our transparency… our pain, failure, disappointments, and sin.  It’s the vehicle that transports us from the constriction of stuckness to freedom in the fluid flow of God’s Divine Plan for our lives.

And isn’t His Sovereignty amazing!?!  The focus in our Stuck Bible study this week was the emotion of anger; both unresolved and situational.  If we don’t share, don’t study, don’t do the hard work of healing damaged and/or rebellious emotions through the Truth of God’s Word, how will we be set apart from the world and be able to bear fruit?  Brokenness is painful to face at times.  It requires the indwelling power of the Spirit of God, continual prayer and dogged discipline… but… tis’ so sweet to trust in Jesus for transformed minds and melted hearts. 

Growing up in an explosive, dogmatic household created a garden-variety of strongholds I am still learning to overturn through studying the Truth of God’s Word.

What makes you angry?  Injustice is major on my list.

Anger serves as a great tool if used properly.  It can be pivotal in making a life change by moving you out of a dead-end zone and forward in the right direction.  It can also give you a desire to start an organization for those who have endured injustice and need help.

The anger God wants us to take personal note of stems more from our expectations of ourselves and others.  I tend to be a perfectionist… gained through abandonment at ages 2, 7 and 16.  Perfectionism is a trap from the enemy.  It’s impossible to please someone all the time. Trying to live up to someone else’s standard can also lead to depression… caused by anger turned inward. 

Anger toward someone who commits and doesn’t follow through can create friction and damage relationships.  Anger toward God for answering our prayers in His timing and not ours can cause us to doubt, become anxious and run ahead of God because we feel He is absent.  Every time we leave anger unchecked, our anger and expectations increase and our hope and faith decreases.

That’s why I was thankful for this week’s Scripture verse from Word Art Wednesday's blog challenge.  It emphasized the Truth of God’s Word and His Sovereignty over every detail of my life..  I am not only comforted by God’s Promises daily, but I’m also healed by the Truth in His Word and shown a new way to handle my emotions… anger is one among many.  A successfully lived life comes from being in God’s Word regularly… the theme of today’s verse found in Jeremiah 15:16… “Thy words were found, and I did eat them; and thy word was unto me the joy and rejoicing of mine heart:  for I am called by thy Name, O Lord God of hosts."  Thank You Word Art Wednesday for the lovely scriptural text!

As Christians we are called to be salt and light; to look to the cross; to die to our self-serving natures; to extend Grace because it has been freely and lavishly poured over us; to be more interested in serving versus spewing, and to call upon the Name of the Lord.  The road to healing through Christ begins with identifying our unchecked emotions and pinpointing life-changing scriptures.  Truth makes it easier to run the race without growing weary… and the bonus… we have Victory… in and through Jesus!

Friday, April 5, 2013

A Respite from Striking the Stone



“Work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to His good purpose.”  Philippians 2:12-13

Working out my salvation is a moment by moment walk most days.  Romans 8:30 says "And those He predestined, He also called; those He called, He also justified; those He justified, He also glorified." So my eternal salvation is secure in Jesus Christ, however, some people apply the brakes here and finish the race with a limp.  I've been walking with a limp for the past several years.  Now that I'm learning to relinquish the wheel to God, I'm discovering that the saving part of grace is a continuous thread in my life journey.  I need saved from myself often because I am easily sidetracked, overwhelmed, and distracted. 

While I would like to blame outside events and situations for my actions, I honestly admit to complicating my own life to the point of wondering how Grace can even intervene.  That’s why this week’s Word Art Wednesday scripture passage is so dear to me… I’m in awe that God considers me precious cargo and gives His angels charge over me to keep me in all my ways.  Please stop by Word Art Wednesday’s blogspot and participate in one of their challenges… it’s a great way to connect you to God through His uplifting Love Letters!

If you find you’ve made some poor choices in life as I have, there’s always hope when you call on the name of Jesus.  I am so thankful when God brings a song to mind…  bringing hope when I am sitting in the valley of wonder… rather, wondering how I’ll make good on what I’ve done.  As I look around me and see the makings of an art studio… which has never materialized… except in the materialization of materials, I definitely needed to hear these words of hope.

Call On Jesus

Chorus:

When I call on Jesus,
All things are possible
I can mount on wings like eagles’ and soar
When I call on Jesus,
Mountains are gonna fall
‘Cause He’ll move heaven and earth to come rescue me when I call

Call Him in the morning, in the afternoon time
Late in the evening, He’ll be there
When your heart is broken,
And you feel discouraged,
You can just remember that He said
He’ll be there!

That’s a call to stay committed to the work of my hands and watch the mountains fall.  My thoughts can take me on a dozen trips around the world in a single day… but in reality I am one person and want to have one vision.  The past has proven to me that I am more successful and less stuck when I operate that way… God’s way… according to His purposes for me… and I am so ready to soar!

Call on Him… and He will give His angels charge over you to watch you in all your ways!  Psalm 91:11

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Life-Giving Thoughts



This verse speaks to my very core.  When I have a need or a problem to solve or a thought that needs revising, I tend to over think options - my mind goes into overdrive coming up with every conceivable solution.  Or sometimes my mind shuts down completely and I zone everything out because I either don’t want to or don’t know how to deal with what I’m facing.  Thankfully, God is only a prayer away and in His perfect timing and according to His divine nature, He always comes through with unique ways of addressing life!  He constantly reminds me that answers to my concerns are found in scripture… such as the one in today’s Word Art Wednesday challenge.  If you haven’t had the time to stop by and take a look at their blog, please do so… you will be blessed!

This week I used the back of a glossy business card and applied alcohol inks then applied my favorite flourish stamp with white embossing... uploaded it and finished it digitally.  Thank you for the lovely scripture art work, Word Art Wednesday team!

It has been beautiful the past few days!  Anytime the weather is in the 50’s at night (the best sleeping weather to me... especially if the windows are open) and in the mid 70’s during the day, I am singing the Hallelujah Chorus… right along with the birds outside my kitchen window.  The photo below was taken during an unseasonably beautiful week smack dab in the middle of winter (February 15th) but is reminiscent of the beautiful day God has lavished on us here in Florida today. 

The flowering dogwood tree reminds me that He Is Risen Indeed!  Be blessed in the inheritance Christ has given you and remember that he loves you with an Everlasting Love! 

I am trying to upload graphics onto my etsy site.  It may take me another week or two. Stop by again and I promise to have a free graphic and a project available for you.


Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Psalms Praise


Singing is my passion.  Years before becoming a Christian, once my feet hit the floor notes were filling the air.  Upon making the most important decision of my life… to follow Christ… the words to the songs intensified the joy… these are happy memories warming the Spirit during times of loss.  It seems my voice has days when it takes a vacation without me and I am left to sing His Praises through Psalms.  Playing the melodies and harmonies in my mind, I read scripture-based songs while my insides dance to the rhythm. 

Today I’m sharing a few of my favorite Psalms and I hope they’ll be as uplifting to you as they are to me!

“I will give Thanks to the Lord because of His righteousness and will sing praise to the Name of the Lord Most High.  O Lord, our Lord, how Majestic is Your Name in all the earth!  You have set Your Glory above the heavens.  O Lord, our Lord, how Majestic is Your Name in all the earth! ”   Psalm 7:17-8:1,9

“… I trust in Your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in Your Salvation.  I will sing to the Lord, for He has been good to me.”   Psalm 13:5-6

“The Lord lives!  Praise be to my Rock!  Exalted be God my Savior!  Therefore I will praise you among the nations, O Lord; I will sing praises to Your Name.”   Psalm 18: 46,49

“The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in Him and I am helped.  My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to Him in song.”   Psalm 28:7

“You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance.”  Selah    Psalm 32:7

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”    Psalm 34:18

“I waited patiently for the Lord; He turned to me and heard my cry.  He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; He set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand.  He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God.  Many will see and fear (be in awe of) and put their trust in the Lord.”   Psalm 40:1-3

“My heart is steadfast, O God, my heart is steadfast; I will sing and make music.”    Psalm 57:7

“But I will sing of Your Strength, in the morning I will sing of Your Love; for You are my Fortress, my Refuge in times of trouble.  O my Strength, I sing praise to You; You, O God, are my Fortress, my Loving God.”    Psalm 59:16-17

“Sing to God, sing praise to His Name, extol Him Who rides on the clouds—His Name is the Lord—and rejoice before Him.  A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in His Holy Dwelling.  God sets the lonely in families.”  Psalm 68:4-6(a)

“My lips will shout for joy when I sing praise to you—I, whom You have Redeemed.”    Psalm 71:23

“My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.”    Psalm 73:26

“O Lord God Almighty, who is like You?  You are mighty, O Lord, and Your faithfulness surrounds You.”    Psalm 89:8

“If you make the Most High your dwelling—even the Lord, who is my refuge--- then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent.  For He will command His angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; they will lift you up in their hand, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.”   Psalm 91:9-12

And my prayer... "Create in me a pure heart, O God. and renew a steadfast spirit within me."   Psalm 51:2

Friday, March 22, 2013

Crucified with Christ


Have I been crucified with Christ?

Does He live in me?

Does the evidence dismiss the court I face? 

Jesus bore massive sorrows… tombstone quarries… but He was convicted so I would be free.  I still find myself in court… often, because handling disappointment eludes me… even more often.

Why haven’t His Stripes brought me peace?  Why do my thoughts perjure me while I pray for His Perfect Will in my life… when what I really want is to live a life void of disappointment and be healed of my affliction?

I feel like the woman with the issue of blood… she suffered many years with no relief.  She had faith… like Abraham!  She had Power when she touched the hem of His garment… she could have rolled that stone away.  Why is it too heavy for me?

My issue is health related, too… ongoing for the past 12 years with no answers.  It’s not common… it’s not pleasant… it’s the type of condition that isolates… me… a loud talker, practical joker, who giggles and laughs uproariously… a social sunflower past.

I hear the gavel striking… the verdict convicting... the tomb closing... but I ponder the crime - unbelief?  I know I have prayed without ceasing silently and outwardly… most of those years… claiming His Promises, but I have to surrender my will for His… my plan for His… my desires for His.  One day I’ll touch the hem of His Garment and stop asking this question: Why is this happening… what is Your Plan in this, Jesus?

As Easter approaches and we Celebrate Jesus, I will continue to give thanks for all the ways He blesses me… to run and not grow weary… to walk and not faint… and learn to soar on wings like eagles as I ponder my freedom and remember that Jesus carried the most burdensome cross on earth when His own Father did not respond to His plea and allowed Him to be crucified... for our redemption.

Abba, Father, today I'm giving Thanks with a grateful heart knowing You are working in and through me... teaching me how to die to self.

Today's art work which includes the artistically rendered scripture by Diane Noble is for the Word Art Wednesday blog spot weekly challenge.  Drop by their site and be a participant in their upcoming challenges... you will be blessed!

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Breaking Words



Words… penetrate. 
Words… wound.  
Words… mar.  
Words… change lives. 

When the Cross comes to mind and I see what Jesus suffered for my freedom, I have to remind myself to let go of words… ones spoken by hurting people… who splash their filled bucket of inadequacies… drenching and hoping… to penetrate… wound… mar.

Scripture reminds that genuine concern for others is a distinguishing mark of Christianity… that in loving my enemies and praying for those who persecute me sets me apart from the world.  It is a direct command from a Just God.  Why then am I unable to sandblast the etchings left on my  heart from that tidal wave?

Jesus was wounded… beyond recognition… “and by His wounds, we are healed.”  I have security and freedom from word sunamis.  Practicing what I know is not easy though as I have carried this burden for several years and I no longer want to bear it.

During Lent, I want to offer up a sacrifice of praise, surrender the words that  wounded, ask God to use the incident for His Glory and remember that “He was pierced for our transgressions, He was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon Him, and by His wounds, we are healed.”    Isaiah 53:4-5

“Change my heart, oh Lord, make it ever true
Change my heart, oh Lord, may I be like You." 

Abba Father, I pray Grace over hurting people and I thank You for continuing to transform my attitude, renew my mind and heal my brokenness.

Friday, March 15, 2013

The Cross Overcomes All



A dear sister in Christ, Sheryl, was reciting scripture to me last night prior to choir rehearsal… our weekly ritual which I look forward to as it holds me accountable to keep God’s Word hidden in my heart.  I inquired as to why she was drawn to this passage knowing she memorizes scripture to defeat the enemy and then she prays this Truth over her friends and family.  I am blessed to be in that group.

Her explanation takes us back to our newly ended Beth Moore study, The Inheritance.  God revealed repeatedly through scripture how “He has been made rich because we who are Christ’s have been given to Him” (Eph 1:18(b) NIV); and how “He is our Portion and we are His.”  Psalm 119:57; Deuteronomy 32 9 (NIV); and “… the boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance.”  Psalm 16:6 (NIV)

God opened Sheryl's heart through Ephesians 3:14-19, to memorize and pray Paul's prayer so we would grasp the depth of God's love and hold claim to our inheritance (the rich ministry that God desires for us).  Pew sitting faithfully on Sundays and even on Wednesdays does not mean we have allowed the fullness of scripture to penetrate our subconscious minds.  We all have counter-productive thoughts filed away in our dusty resource room.  I have an enemy who would use up every available minute on my plan if I allowed it… and sometimes I do.  On days I have sinned and disappointed God and myself I get so wound up in the offense that I tend to forget about Grace.  That’s when the enemy doesn’t wait for me to answer the knock on my door… he just lets himself in, walks right past Grace, the dialogue begins and the next thing I know we are shaking hands... a deadly pact.  He uses other sly tactics to keep me from God’s best… he’s very adept at distracting me… he’s taken me on some roller coaster rides that have been dizzying and distant to the wild Kingdom-life God wants me to experience.

“For this reason, I kneel before the Father, from whom His whole family in heaven and on earth derives its name.  I pray that out of His glorious riches He may strengthen you with power through His Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith.  And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge --- that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.”    Ephesians 3:14-19 (NIV)

                    
The Cross

 the theme of my life
 the Grace I bow to
 the Love that is incomprehensible
 the means to Resurrection and Power within and without

The Cross

revealing Truth and Light
life and breath to me - the curse of the enemy
defending me – amid my unworthiness

The Cross

the Cross… the bridge between earth and heaven

All Hail King Jesus!